Nasssstttyyyy

my feet stank!! its grossin me outt. I can, like, smell them and i feel icky.

oh well.. today was good. i had an English essay to write and it turned out to be really easy. SURPRISE!! it felt really good! And he told me he is going to get out Homecoming tix tomorrow!! yay! :) and tomorrow is MUSIC GENRE DAY and im going to be an eighties rocker chick. HEAVY METAL! so yeah, thats about it for now. I just want it to be Friday already! pooop.

peace with my stinky feet!

Sour Starburst

ahhhhhhhh!!!!! so sour!!!!! but i cant resist!!!!! mwahahahahahahahaha...


anyway, today was rather blah. my film didnt turn out when i developed it which put me in a kind of pissy mood. then i found out that i have to write a paper that i thought i was exempt from...and i just want it to be friday already!!!!!!

or at least thursday so i can watch the new episode of Pushing Daisies on my computer.


and i need a job. and i applied to Humboldt and Mills. BLEH. life seems so slow lately. i have all this extra free time and its overwhelming cause ive never had it before. im bored!!!

IRONY.

Snogging

:) :) :) :) :) i'm so happy right now! me and he exchanged a very intimate kiss!!!!! :) :) :) :)


but my happiness was quickly smothered by frustration and anger when i get home...and thats cause i live with SATAN. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i get so fucking mad at her!!!!!!! everything i do, she has to criticize me and make me feel like a piece of shit. I mean, get off my friggin back! do you not have a life so you have to cling onto someone else's???? go away!!!!!!! sometimes (most of the time) i wish i could run her over with a car...or a tank. I know im being all teenage-ish right now, but i cant fucking help it!! you would be the exact same way if you had to put up with her crap (and the crap of people who let her get away with EVERYTHING) every single day.


lets just say that theres only less than a year till i can permanently move out and never have to see her or communicate with her ever again.

Really?

is my reply when my mom asked me that i looked depressed. i mean, i guess i dont feel completely happy at the moment cause my family is dysfunctional, but im not, like, "Im gonna cut myself" depressed. i havent felt that way in a while. feels good. :)


im so excited about homecomingggggg. Next saturday. PEACE.

i love lil wayne...his songs make my day. :P hehe. Cause bitch im tha bomb like tick tick.

im bored. and i finished my boookkk!!!!! yay. The ending was extremely nice...i liked it. :) i like happy, romantic endings. ahhhh, romance.

Ahhh Romance

isn't it lovely?

So I was watching the Tyra Show and it was about open marriages...it sounds kinda coolio. But what do i know ima freakkk.

:P

we're having corned beef and taters for dinner...yummm. Im excited. Food always makes me excited. Cause ima fatty. :D yay fatty peeps.

now my dads yelling at me cause i didnt do something to his specifications... poo head. I never do anything right in his eyes. sigh.

Jane Austen, here i come!!!!!

October First

That would be today. I'm so lameee... my moms getting another headache shot and its really annoying. Shes gonna be passed out for the next twenty-four hours. Growl. And my fone wont sent texts to Josh and its getting on my nerves cause i wanna talk to him, but calling is such an inconvenience and he doesnt have a myspace.

The good thing is that I get to go to the rennaissance faire on sunday...i hope it doesnt raaaiiinnn. poop. that would suckk. Im in a crappy, lazy mood right now and i have all of this energy building inside me and it wants to get out but my bodys all hell no and i feel wierd. :( sadness. and my aunties giving me really cool vintage boots and im excited. cant you just sense my excitement. i really am excited though, but my fingers are too lazy to press the exclamation point key.

ugh. im going to read or something.

Tomorrow is Octoberrrr

and im pretty stoked about it. 19 days til homecoming bitcheeessss. PEACE.

today i was bored outta my mind, but lunch was pretty coolio cause i had some very interesting convos with some pretty interesting people. :D but i did nothing in any of my classes. OH, i redid my scene for drama since no one knew what it was, so i decided to use a lightsaber instead, cause, ya know, everyone can recognize that right?? WRONG!! Either im a horrible actor or the people in my class are hella dumb. Prolly the latter. ugh. my sister is driving me INSANE...well, more insane than i am already. (!) shes so annoying, but i wont say anything else cause i can rant and rave about it for, like, fifty pages and still no one would understand how irritating she is.

my puppy is so cute. Sorry, hes sitting here all like "Pet my tummy" and im all "Okeeyy" and hes just the goofiest dog ive ever seen in my life.

Im going to go read Jane Austen because thats how boring my life is.

WOW.